Hey guys, or no body really since i havent updated this site in soooo long, I made this site during the summer of 8th grade and im in high school now and it sucks ass. Its not too bad but I have been getting worse as of lately in keeping up with my hobbies like coding. I want to get back into such hobbies aswell as try to get myself to become more social and such, right now im taking an aviation program which is cool and all but I had to go to a whole nother school which i know NOBODY, I have been a lonely loser nerd this year and we're already HALF WAY through the semester. Im exaggerating but my social skills have taken a plunge and I feel like if i talk to anyone about my intrests I'll be burned alive at the stake. Even though everyone here is pretty chill and nice. Not like im getting shoved into a locker (not like that ever really happens aside from disney shows) but nontheless. This summer I golt REALLY engrossed in Project Moon, Limbus Company, Library of Ruina, and Lobotomy Corporation. Im so obssessed with these stupid games now and its hard finding other fans in life that arent online. Only one of my friends is into project moon but he doesnt go to the same school as me and I was the one who introduced him to the games. He's only played limbus company and is starting canto 3 because unlike me, he actually gets off his phone and isnt level 51. Though because of Limbus Company I started reading Wuthering Heights which is a pretty good book, after that im reading Don Quixote. Yknow as i type this i feel alot more peaceful. I dont really keep a diary at all and usually vent my frustrations by talking to myself so I look like a crazy person. I just feel frustrated in life and feel like its all the same over and over and that Im wasting away my youth because I just CANT speak to people no matter how much I want to Im so awkward and feel like im intruding its so STUPID. Atleast I have good grades though, thats a plus, I just wanna talk to more peopel and go out more. Anyway i might keep this up because it feels nice to type out my frustrations. Diary's really are cool, though im calling it a blog because yeah. Boring background btw sorry I havent coded since like summer and I wanna try and get back into the swing of things and do actually cools stuff
